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here is the first blog
i dont even know if im gonna actually keep this thing or not
i just made it randomly !

anywho, there are two and a half weeks lefttttt
quite exciting if i do say so (:

something that came up this weekend that bothered me occurred on saturday while eating lunch with friends
one of them asked why they havent heard any stories of any guys besides the ultimate CREEPER with the initials PP. LOL
then i stupidly said that almost all my friends have bfs and then all the guys looked at me with this strange look. i dont know how to explain it really. it was like a sign that i was in trouble because i dont have a boyfriend right now.
well the reason i dont have any stories of guys or an actual boyfriend is because i havent met anyone that has caught my attention or that i am attracted to. sure, ive met guys that are cool but i just see them as a friend. i guess part of it is also because i like actually getting to know a person before diving into a relationship and thats not how it works here in college most of the time. i also have to realllllly like this guy before i would go out with him too and that takes time!
ugh, its just frustrating. its weird to think that ive been single for almost a year now. but its not really that strange since ive only had a boyfriend for about 6 months total anyways. having a significant other is quite nice but its not necessary for me. but i wouldnt mind meeting someone in the near future! haha (:

wow that looks really longggg. well time for dinner and more HOMEWORK
yayyyyy -_______-