one step back, two steps forward

sometimes, i'm strong and don't care.
living freely

other times, i sit and recollect the past.
oh how different our relationship was a couple years back.
i never would have thought it would be like this.
inability to converse about nonsense like we used to.
well, you have someone else & that is okay.
it was bound to happen some day. and you seem to be quite happy, which is good.

sometimes, i miss you as a friend and wish for the return of even half of what i used to know.
it is highly likely you don't feel the same, however, but i have come to terms with that and accepted it.
we always end up seeing each other somehow, though. it brings back a memory of the old, quickly replaced by the reality of the new.
and who knows where this path will lead us next. maybe to become strangers or real "friends"

i'm not sure why i'm writing this and being kinda emo right now. i think it's because i'm so tired and sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeepy. disillusionment!

i did summer school crap all day. woot for exciting saturdays...NOT.
okay, time for the fun fact of the day!

bamboo makes up 99% of a panda's diet. i wonder what the remaining 1% consists of! i'll probably find out later when i'm more awake